My loneliness is killing me. I just want someone to care, I'm tired of being there for everyone in need but nobody being there for me. My blog, and music describe my feelings better than I ever could. I live in some wack town in Canada. I tend to push people away, and so I've been told. I'm unnoticed and worthless but I'm trying my best to make something out of the nothing I call me. I've attempted suicide and I self harm. I'm willing to give out advice so don't be shy and ask away, I won't judge. Thank you for being here.
Counting The Stars
You understand do you? You understand how some days, I’m okay. I want to laugh and smile and create something beautiful, how I want to show the world that I’m alive, I want to feel air rush into and out of my lungs. And other days, I want to take a bullet to my head, sit in my room and drag blades across my body. How I want to break things, people and objects alike. I want to slit my throat, swallow handfuls of pills and get hit by a car. You understand how it feels, to be happy one day, then depressed the next?